galacticcannibalisms:

sirshon:

ashblasterboyblog:

theotheropinion:

sirshon:

Attention pre-T trans men who want to deepen their voices!

(credit goes to Alex who actually taught me this.)

This is great! Thanks for making this video because a lot of pre-T guys need help with this, come to me, and I don’t know exactly what to tell them. The tumblr video system is shit, so for people who can’t watch this, talk from your chest, not from your mouth or throat. Put your hand on your chest, and you will feel it vibrate when you talk. Record how you sound, practice, and perfect it. Like this guy, you may hear a dramatic change. I actually do this sometimes too, just for the fun of it. When I wake up my voice is lower anyway, but then I talk from my chest and it’s crazy low.

edit - someone just reblogged this off me and suggested drinking milk before you go to sleep because it will make your voice sound deeper in the morning.

Oh my gosh oh my gosh this is fantastic, I am going to practice this!

I’m so happy people are enjoying this!!!! ;U;

When the person in the video started talking from their mouth my eyes got huge. This is awesome.

im scared…really scared…

today..I think today ..? time is all bleeding together..I don’t know. my eyes just. stop functioning now and then, today was the worst.

I don’t know anything about myself anymore.
I know my name but. not much else. not amnesia or anything just. suddenly I don’t know what I like. or liked? I feel like my body and brain have just been going on total lockdown especially today…4/23 right?…as like some sort of defense mechanism…

I think I really may have a dissociative disorder…mayben..idk tho ? psycholohy is a blur.. cant separate jt from the rest of memoriesm..they’re bleeding together.
but I dont knlw just alll I knkw is I feel like my brain is shortcircuiting. like. I can feel. wires and all. snapping overheating electrocuting and all. it hurts. it feels like frying??

I love friends..I wish I could be around any of you at least once a day…

Um...hello there. I know we've never spoken, but I just want you to know that you are not alone. This must be really weird but I just can't sit by while I see someone hurting. I just wanted to let you know it might not seem like it now, but things will get better, and you're very brave and strong to keep holding out, despite the odds, and I'm always open to speaking, I do hope things get better for you and I'll be praying it does, because you deserve happiness and peace, friend.

nono its not weird at all dude

its really really sweet and thoughtful and means a lot to me, this message. and how much compassion it shows from you. I hope it’s okay to publish this? I don’t want to just reply and have it disappear if I do it privately..

but uh anyways
ive been feeling really down lately
most likely my meds, which have to be readjusted for the 80 millionth time pffft
today I had some kind of intense spasm….it was like a panic attack but bigger and more fullforced I guess, if that makes any sense?
and it left me kn this weird state of barely any consciousness and I think that made my memory and everything kinda get reaaally hazy and I hyperventalitated and yeah not fun. hard for me to do anything rn? especially speaking.

not a good day. not a good week. lots of pressure and anger and scary things…didn’t have an Easter at all this year. spent it being yelled at and having panic attacks. no friends outside of online, no time to be online. can’t really do anything I like. nonstop working and all.

but. then i see this when I go to bed and. im really tearing up. it means the world to me. that someone who I’ve never even talked to before cares so much about me and wants to help. I wish I could think better so I could from a proper thank you eheh but my brain is fried rn and I should sleep.

thank you so much sweetheart ♡

I can’t even get on my computer or anything to escape from “real life” anymore because im always being yelled at and I don’t have any time to do anything, not even sleep or eat

im losing weight really rapidly and days just all bleed together and I don’t know whwn it’s going to end when I can finally relax and enjoy things I just…I don’t know…
im trying so hard. im positive every single day and I help out everyone I can but I only get treated with suspicion and disrespect and emotional abuse and its like…i dont…know…I don’t know..

I don’t have a happy place….
I don’t feel safe anywhere or with any group or anything…I don’t know how to do anything…help…

kpopbeautyschool:

sugarcafe:

Ulzzang grandient lips tutorial by rinnieriot

So cute! 
As it says in Step 1, always make sure that your lips not chapped before trying this- otherwise, it will look messy and have uneven texture. 
Use a simple chapstick daily and to give your lips the softness required for this look and to remove the last bits of chapped skin, use a fine-grain sugar scrub on your lips- don’t press too hard! Remember to stay away from lemon with lip scrubs (same goes for any DIY facial treatment, see here).

kpopbeautyschool:

sugarcafe:

Ulzzang grandient lips tutorial by rinnieriot

So cute! 

As it says in Step 1, always make sure that your lips not chapped before trying this- otherwise, it will look messy and have uneven texture. 

Use a simple chapstick daily and to give your lips the softness required for this look and to remove the last bits of chapped skin, use a fine-grain sugar scrub on your lips- don’t press too hard! Remember to stay away from lemon with lip scrubs (same goes for any DIY facial treatment, see here).

ahnn. thanks friends I will try to calm downm…love you…
don’t love this “break” though haha….

…im frustrated too because I can’t remember some people who I know are my friends….???? im horrible..

help…

nn…
umm…

im really thinking about #selfharm….right now…..

what do I do….??? I need relief im having an incredibly awful time nnnn….please help…?? what do you do when you need some relief.n .?

why do all of my electronics HATE ME ;____;

MASSIVE construction of my blog
and other sites im on

prolly gonna finish monday….ish…?

spring cleaning more like no meaning

because

SO MUCH TO CLEAN

//cry

wop I need to do some MASSIVE amounts of spring cleaning
not just at home but online too…!! O: gotta sort my tags n stuff better, rewrite the about me page, completely redo my dA stuff, work on neopets and subeta stories and graphics and all, and finally get around to make characterhub have all my characters and refs and such !

also im probably gonna clean up my dash too?? which means unfollowing surely. but don’t worry! if we’re mutuals I won’t unfollow you! or if I do, you can message me about it. o3o; got a lot of buddies so sometimes it’s hard for me to remember all the urls and icons esp when they’re changed around and people don’t have an about me page or their names or pronouns or anything whoop

ANYWAYS !!!! IM gonna do commissions too once all this crazyness is over with school! which isss…not until graduation probably…eheh. but! that’s not *too* far away!! :3 then I’ll have LOTS of time, going to a community college for two years anyways so even when I start college I’ll have time!
…maybe I could even go during the summer…..welp, I’ll see. :3

I’m hoping on going to an art school after community college. its gonna be a LOT of work but it’s what I really want and need to do. there’s so many options and I wanna live my life to the fullest and see it at its greatest!! ♥ so if that means a lot of work, so be it. I’ll make it work and I’ll have fun too~
might be able to stay with my cousin and his wife, they’re really great and both artists and I never get to hang out with them enough!

SO the future’s lookin pretty bright for me!!! *u*

ahh hey!!
busy busy busy time

this week I probably won’t be on very much at all
until Thursday or Friday I guess??

I’m hoping to get my hair cut finally on Thursday!!! i really hope I can!! ♡
im workin on creative writing short stories n stuff, I’ll post those after things settle down this week haha. probably by next friday? and my art projects and stuff too!

gotta get some rest but I just wanted you all to know how much I love you and that im still here!! :3 gnight cuties !